I AM WAITING....

You didn't say good bye, while leaving

and i was standing there, crying n bleeding....

what was my mistake, my fault or sin

only dream of you,that was i dreaming???

You left me alone, absolutely forlorn

this is the day, i was always dreading ...

And I remained here, crying n bleeding..

i wanted to stop you, & call your name ,

but my voice was choked, n i was damn lame...

i couldn't follow your trail, the path you were leading 

and i m still here crying, bleeding & waiting.....

and i will be here waiting, waiting  & waiting.....

Mother

I m alone in crowd

I m sleepless in night 

every path appears wrong to me

& u r not here,my mother, 

to tell me what's right.

I feel lost in this huge world 

I feel like m broken inside 

distress hits me repeatedly 

like a rock is hit by tide 

and u r not here to encourage me 

then how can i fight?

I m unable to see my destination 

it's so dark outside. 

it's so dark as i can't see anything, 

it's darker than the blackest night. 

and u r not here , my mother, 

to show me the light.

BE WITH ME.........

I DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF ART U HAVE,

THE ART THAT HAS BEWITCHED ME.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS IT IN YOUR SMILE,

SOMETHING THAT INVOKES LOVE IN ME.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF PLEASURE IS THAT,

THE PLEASURE I GET WHEN U TALK TO ME.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS IT IN YOUR ENIGMATIC EYES

THAT STUPIFIES ME WHENEVER YOU LOOK AT ME.

YOU LOVE YOU CARE AND SOME TIMES YOU SCOLD,

BUT IT'S JUST MORE FELICITATING WHEN U SHOUT AT ME.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT ALTUISM I DID IN MY PAST LIFE,

THAT BEQUEATHED YOUR PRESTINE LOVE TO ME.

PLZ BE WITH ME FOR THIS LIFE & THE NEXT &THE NEXT,

FOR ALL MY LIVES PLZ BE WITH ME.

PLZ BE WITH ME.........

Sorry

I am sorry, coz I am not that,

O My Dear! what you want me to be.

& I am sorry, coz I don't have,

all the things that u want in me.

I am sorry, coz sometimes

I can't understand you.

& also for neglecting

the things that u want me to see.

I can change myself for you,

this is sure,

& more than anything i want thee.

But getting you will be of no worth,

O My Love! if I am not me.....

For a facebook friend

जब तू मेरे साथ (online) होती है
जाने क्या बात होती है 
दिल होता है मेरे सीने में 
पर धड़कन तेरे पास होती है 
नहीं देखा है तुम्हे मैंने 
मगर अपनी सी लगाती हो 
शक्ल और आवाज से ही नहीं 
दिल से भी पहचान होती है 
मैं वहशी हूँ मै पागल हूँ
मैं जानता हूँ ये सब 
मगर मैं इंसान होता हूँ 
जब तू मेरे साथ होती है |
जब तू मेरे साथ होती है |


(यह रचना एक फेसबुक मित्र  के आग्रह पर उनके के लिए लिखी थी )